...told a friend about a boy

this is another transcript from a chat with a mate i had online a few weeks ago. thought you might like to know how us girls chat sometimes.

i met him like 2 days before i came to the farm
we met and fucked AMAZINGLY
he is rele intense
gets my legs up and fucks me rele deep and hard and startes in my eyes
then he fucked me in the ass, while i said no and cried a bit
i sucked his cock while his mates hung out in the room
then we went down the road to go to my place, and stopped off for brekkie and got on so well
we had the best banter
we were like, "no date, but nice date brekki"
"no i dont like you like that, but we are gettin married and i love you right?"
then we went back to mine and stayed up and fucked more till like 1pm

"then he fucked me in the ass, while i said no and cried a bit" that made me lol

we text a few times since and he wanted to see me again and i him
so he was gonna come see me last weekend, but he got lame cause his mates were goin out

ah nice one!

so i went to see him
he got me a hotel

ahhh yeah I saw the status!

and he came over and we fucked and hung out and kissed and laughed ALOT
then he went out with his mates at like 10
an i worked
he called me at 2 sayin he wont be long, then text like every hour saying ill be home soon
he eventually got in at 6am and woke me up to make me go to his mates unit
he had been doing A LOT of drugs all night
(btw i have decided to turn this into a blog post so am now just writing like that!!)

ah fair enough

an just wanted me to get up and go party

oh god bad druggy?
I hate seeing people on drugs when I'm sobes
which isn't often obvs

so after a lil bit i conceded and went along with him
well ye he waas doin crack


ew jeez

but he isnt a druggy type, well he does it a lot but doesnt look or seem like it


he musta been hot if you were still into it

ye he is! just does it one or two nights at the weekend

yeah I know what you mean

they were doin mdma and other shit too
but he didnt seem out of it


wow

anyway, we hung at his mates for a few hours then went back to the hotel for brekkie and went upstairs to fuck
it was rele good and intense and dirty, but he was so tired and high we stopped after a while
but not before he had used my toys on me and made me squirt all over the bed and cum heaps


wowee
this definitely needs to be a post

he kept gettin so sweaty he went for 2 showers, usually i hate that but it was so hot
i loved it
between my legs were just as wet as he was fresh out the shower

ahhh
stop it. I'm hornz.

when we finished we got dressed and ended up back at his friends unit
after a lil while there we went to my mates to pick up my bag id left there and we drove to his friends house. his mate was lookin after his gfs kid so we all hung out chatted and played
we rele get on and its so much fun being around him

ahhh man
I think it's really hard to develop a relationship when you start out that dirty though
hate to say it

we were all sat on the sofas watching a movie and i text him sayin how sexy i thought he was etc and he was sayin how much he wanted a bj
after a while of texting he told his mate he needed a lie down and went in the spare room
after a while i came in and he asked me to show him exactly how good i am at bjs
we coincidentally have a mutual friend who i gave a bj too that had never cum from a bj before an came in 10 mins
with me
so i got to work and he was clearly enjoying it a large ammount
i used two hands and my mouth and made sure it was good and wet, tickling his balls, till after 30 mins he eventualy came in my mouth


woah 30 minutes!

he kind of lost his mind and was just like, omg, that was too good, never touch me again i cant handle how good that was!
haha

you got dedication

(ye ive done 60 mins)
i LOVE makin guys come

It's so satisfying when someone just cums like crazy from all the teasing their dick's had though
yeah
I've had guys like spasming with the intensity of it
feel so good

i went outside for a ciggy and he came and sat with me, i was all smily and smug and he was like, ye ye, you did it, you win, your all pleased with yourself now ay? and i was just like yep!
we went and sat on the sofa again and he fell asleep. after a while i had to go get my coach and he took me there and we got a hungry jacks on the way and ate it in the car
he put me on the coach and we text each other a couple of times
and i slept for like a day when i got home
since then we have played draw something
an i text him on weds, like breezy chat and he replied and ended it with "talk soon babe"
boooo
anyway
i love him

...had to be very quiet

i wrote this in chat with my friend when i was on my second farm. i have edited out their responses but thought you might like my story. the formats a lil different to usual. but it was a fucking good time.


ill tell you about the other night
i went out with these boys, 3 had gfs, dan was arguing with his on the phone when i got there and 2 others, that through the night, became apparent that both wanted to fuck me
after a long night out and lots of other stuff that would take me hours to write so i will omit
we were all walking home and i was pissed off cause they had made my random fuck i had found, leave me. they scared him off
i was talkin to dan about it and how i want sex etc, talking to him like a gf cause he had a gf so was off limits
we ended up on our own, all the other boys were drunk and wandered off. we got back to the unit and were sat chattin an stuff. i had just got my pornhub vid, so i was tryin to show him, but it wouldnt load. he really wanted to see it, but there was still just a friends vibe between us
the other boys got home like an hour later
we were all sat in the dark and dan was on the sofa next to me
we were squidged up and my legs were under his
and he puts his hand on my ankle
then he starts stroking my leg
we were trying to make sure no one saw and were acting normal like nothing was happening
he was running his hand up the underside of my thigh
the other boys ened up goin to bed, in the bunkbeds next to the double bed that dan was sleeping in
we sat there a while with him stroking my leg and my hand on his arm
wen we went to bed it was cold so i was like, ooh im keeping my jumper on....as if nothing was gonna happen! haha
we got into bed and he pulled me into him and we started kissing straight away
we had to be really quiet cause i knew at least one of the other boys who wanted to fuck me was awake
we were having to be realy still as not to make the bed rustle or creak
he started rubbing my pussy over my shorts while he kissed me
and i had to make sure i didnt moan
he slid his hand up my top and played with my nipples, still kissing me, his other hand on my ass
this hand slowly started moving up under the leg of my shorts till he was pulling my panties aside and pushing his fingers inside me
i kissed him deeper so as to not make any noise and i started rubbing his cock through his pants
we were rubbing each other, kissing and pulling at our clothes for what seemed like forever
in the end we had to stop cause we couldnt carry on without making any noise.
we rolled away and quickly pulled off our shorts and then straight back into each others arms, kissing, his hand immediately back to my pussy
i was so wet it had covered my thighs and i had made a massive wet patch on the bed.
he moved on top of me, i was scared in that position we were gonna be too noisy
his cock wasnt massive or anything but some peoples just feel soooo good inside me. his was just right, after the build up, feeling him slide inside me make me loose it
we started fucking hard, deep, and silently
i had my hands on his ass pulling him into me
we were having to be quite tentative as to not make any noise and i was having to stifle my moans
i clung on to him hard, till he took my legs and put them over his shoulders and started slamming me. by now we had started to make a bit more noise but we couldnt care any more, it felt so good
pretty soon he came inside me, my legs wrapped around his waist and his mouth on mine
he rolled off and after a few mintutes i told him that i still really needed his cock in my mouth
his friend got up and called him into the livin room. i dont know what they said, but probs just chatting about me haha
when he came back i told him how wet i had made the bed and how good he felt inside me and his cock go hard immediately
he asked if i still wanted to suck his cock so i slid down his body and took him in my mouth
i sucked him hard and deep and he kept moaning. i had to stop to tell him to be quiet, quite a few times!!!
i needed his cock inside me again so i kissed my way up his body till i was riding him. we fucked slow, me grinding on him, feeling every inch of him inside me
he grabbed my hips and lifted me up slightly and started slamming into me from below
faster and faster till he came again
i stayed on top of him and squeezed his cock in my pussy
then i started very slowly circling my hips on him
i have this wierd thing that if i am on top and make very tiny moveements after someone has cum, i cum really quickly
so i just kept moving my hips on top of him, rubbing my clit against him, kissing him
and squeezing my pussy around his now hardening cock
it didnt take long at all before i felt my orgasm building inside me, till, biting my tongue, my head burried in his neck, i exploded on him
i came for about 2 minutes, pussy clenching, body spasming
this turned him on even more, and started fucking me hard and deep again till he came and we both collapsed, finally exhausted
we slept for a few hours and when i woke up all the boys were still asleep, so i got up and snuck out and got the bus back to the farm!

...posted about peen

so i posted this on Amber Cuties Forums the other day. thought you guys might like it. i have a picture to add too when i find it and upload it!


i have a real thing for peen.

i LOVE a beautiful cock. and damn i know one when i see one or feel one.

a beautiful penis can do anything to me, go anywhere and the owner be treated like a king.

the best thing about a beautiful peen is that i just want to rub it all over my face. i want to hit it on my cheek, rub it on my lips and tongue and generally just use it as a face massager. i cannot get close enough to it.

now as to what actually makes me weak at the knees, it would have to be, a weighty cock. about 7-8 inches long and with its girth proportional to its length. i know one guy who was 8 inches long and 8.5 inches around. i enjoyed that. i dont think i have encountered one i think is toooo girthy. girth = good. but again, in proportion. i LOVE uncircumcised, controversial i know, but its what i like. more to play with! i also love balls! weighty, tight, trimmed balls. i hate guys who have shaved, cause they dont do it well enough. just trim, short enough to not rele notice hair, but not too short as to be prickly. put your weighty, firm balls on my face bb. an damn, let me slap/flop/ping your weighty, well proportioned cock off my face all day. i will lie between your legs and worship that cock for hours if it is beautiful.

now i want peen even more

...i didnt get laid in a month

so its been a month since i have had sex. why the fuck cant i find a guy that wants to have fucked up sex and hang out. right now i want a dude to come over, with a friend. get really fucked up. then the three of us go out and party. cause chaos. run all over town and then go home an fuck me senseless. why cant we hang out and have epic wolfpack times and filthy sex. why does no one want to do this? they all say they do. but they dont do it. i cant cope. i am going out of my mind.

...got paid for sex

hmm, there is a pre story to this, as usual, which i could go in to now, but i think im gonna save for a seperate story. lets just say this came out the first night i was stripping. at the very end of the night i met two boys who decided i was their favorite girl there, but there was no time for a dance with them. when i came off stage they asked me if i would go home with them. they were both very cute and i was keen. they then asked me if $500 would be enough. i was pretty excited cause i had been thinking of just goin for the fun anyway. i asked if they meant for the both of them and they said if i was ok with that then yes. i told them it sounded good and they should meet me outside when im changed. i came out in sweatpants and a vest and they were waiting for me right outside. i was really hungry so i made them take me and one of the other girls for breakfast, they paid. they had another mate with them and offered me six hundred for the three of them but he wasnt as cute so i told them id rather the two of them. we got a taxi back to their house, a massive mansion on the river and the two boys said we should go upstairs for a "ciggarette". we got to the bedroom, after a little tour of the house we went out on the balcony, they counted out $500 and handed it to me.

we decided to have a shower first. one of the boys, 203, got naked and got in the shower, the second boy, 204 stayed on the bed and we made out for a little while then went and got in the shower too. both of their cocks were already really hard and they took it in turns kissing me. i took each of their cocks in my hand, feeling their length and girth, stroking them at the same time. 203 had his fingers inside me and couldnt wait to slide his cock into me. he lifted my leg up and tried to enter me from behind. we fucked that way for a little bit, but i am always too short for shower sex. we all got out the shower and into the bedroom. they lay either side of me and i started sucking 203s cock whilst stroking 204s with my free hand. they both had really good cocks. 204s was fatter but 203 was longer and i was loving having it in my mouth. i started switching between the two of them, sucking them and licking their balls and ass. 204 got up and he started fucking me from behind. the harder and faster he fucked me, the harder and faster i sucked the other ones cock. i love taking it from both ends and with two big hard cocks, i was in heaven. after a little while they switched positions. 203 was fucking me faster from behind and i had my face firmly burried in 204s balls and ass. they asked if i could take them both at once. it has always been my fantasy to be dped properly. when i have done it before usually one of them goes soft when they freak out about touching their mate. but these two were so hard and so into it i thought it would work for sure.

i didnt have any lube but i was so wet and turned on i just spat on my hand and rubbed it into my asshole while 203 spat on his cock. i told him to listen to me and only do what i told him to do. i was on my knees with him behind me and i bent forward, one hand on the bed, the other around his cock. i pulled him forward, lining the head of his cock up with my asshole and slowly backed up my ass up on him. it slid in a little and started to hurt. i used my other hand to start rubbing my clit, leaving me face on the bed, ass in the air. i instructed him to slowly push forward, and to not under any circumstances pull back till i said. he slowly slipped inside me, my asshole stretching around him until he got all the way in and it felt amazing. 204 wanted me to suck his cock at the same time, but i couldnt cope with the intensity of the cock in my ass to concentrate on a cock in my mouth. 203 started fucking me properly now in the ass, pumping his cock deep inside me, not pulling back too far. after a little while 204 wanted in on the action, and we decided they should try to dp me. i climbed on top of 204 and got his fat cock inside my now dripping pussy. i reached around and spread more of my pussy juice on my ass and spat on my hand and worked it onto 203s cock. he got in position and slowly started to fill up my ass. it immediately felt amazing. having the two of them balls deep in my pussy and ass, stretching me, my clit rubbing against 204 while we kissed and 203 kissed the back of my neck. the got into a little bit of a rhythm, alternating between the two of them who was thrusting into me, while the other one kept a bit stiller. i loved being stuck between these two young, horny, hot and excited boys, and the $500 sitting in my bag just topped the situation off.

203 wanted me to fuck me in the pussy again, so he went to the bathroom and cleaned up before coming back to bed, where i had been riding 204 hard. i switched onto 203s cock, me on top, and he wanted me to lean over and suck his friends cock while he pumped into me from below. they loved that. they got me between the two of them, where i took each of their cocks in my mouth in turn, while wanking the other. 203 was getting close to cumming so i worked on his cock, his balls and his asshole, while he wanked at the same time, till he came in my mouth. he went off to the bathroom and left me with 204. we fucked again some more, him on top, my legs over his shoulders, his fat cock driving into my wet pussy. when this sent him close to cumming he got off me and asked me to suck his cock and balls again till he too came down my throat.

we all went on the balcony for a cigarette and a couple of their mates were up downstairs. we all chatted and hung out naked. the three of us ended up back in bed and in a 3 way spoon, me in the middle, 203 in front and 204 behind me. we didnt intend to fall asleep but it was 8am. i woke up at about 10am. 204 had dissapeared but 203 was just waking up infront of me and could tell immediately he was feeling horny again. we joked about it for a bit and he asked if i could help out, i told him i didnt like morning sex, and was too tired to bother. he said he didnt wanna fuck me, just wanted another head job off me. that seemed like even more work so i told him no way. he said, $50? and got his wallet out. i just smiled and walked back over to him, got on my knees between his legs and sucked his rock hard cock till, about 2 minutes later, he came in my mouth.

i got dressed and went downstairs where i ordered a taxi, hung out a little while i waited then just left, having gotten paid for something i would have done that night anyway.

...got gangbanged by 9 guys

so i know you have all wanted this story for a long time. this is my third attempt at writing it. it is a long story. so this one time i was recently single and had not got laid in about a week and that night i was very horny. i started the night saying i wanted to fuck everyone in sight. at the first bar i almost immediately got picked up by this aussie footy player. after about 20 minutes of dancing he said we should go back to his. it was only 11.30 so i wasnt keen to end the night. i said we could leave, if we were back in the club by 1. he was up for that, so we ended up back at his hotel, me on my knees, sucking his cock, naked on the balcony overlooking the esplanade. he dragged me into the bedroom and fucked me hard and fast and came all over my stomach. we lay there for a few minutes and his cock had not gotten any softer. i started sucking on it again till he pulled me up his body. i rode his cock, gripping onto the bedhead, his hands on my ass. he got out from under me an then with me on my knees, hands still holding the headboard he fucked me deep and hard from behind, cumming all over my ass. we cleaned up and went back to the first bar. i was feeling a bit better, but it kind of just made me hornyer. neither of our friends were where we left them, so we went over to the club to try and find them and went our seperate ways.

i found a couple of random dudes id met earlier and stuck with them for a bit. they were a laugh and i couldnt be bothered searching for my friends. while we were dancing i saw this perfect guy coming through the crowd. i know what i want when i see it and he was it. the guys i was with were clearly not my type and as this guy approached somehow he felt the need to rescue me from my situation. he came right up and put his arm around me and introduced himself to the guys, and his mates as my boyfriend. it was pretty funny. we chatted a bit then said it was his cousins 18th birthday and he had to show him the ropes and wandered off. throughout the night we kept bumping into each other, having little chats and at one point he took my number. later i was back with my original random mates and there was a big group next to us in a cirle doing a dance off. i thought they were all pretty hot. one of the guys came over and tried to get me to join in. after a bit i did and had all the boys goin crazy for my ass shaking and just general dancing. i noticed the boy i liked had come over and was clearly mates with them all and he was watching me. there were two boys sat on the bench and they called me over for a chat. i sat with them and they asked me what i did. i told them i was a webcam girl and they started asking me how much for a live private show in the hostel upstairs. i said i dont strip in real life, but they were blown away by my job and were really keen to see me naked. i looked around at their mates and asked them how many of them were there an they said 10 - 12. i looked straight at them and said i wouldnt strip for money, but i would fuck them all for fun. the look on their faces was priceless. they didnt believe me. i couldnt really believe id said it. when they were convinced i wasnt joking they suggested the three of us go upstairs and get started and the other boys would be up later. i explained to them that i would much rather fuck their hot mate than risk fucking them and him not wanting me after. one of the boys got up and walked off. the other one thought he had given up and freaked out it wasnt going to happen. 2 minutes later he came back with my guy, 142. he came up to me and said, wanna go upstairs then. i was terrified, but so so so up for what was about to happen. the four of us got in the lift and i told them i was scared and needed water. i was so nervous, but 142 told me not to worry. he seemed like he was incharge of the situation. when we got to the room they gave me some water and 142 came over and started kissing me and getting my clothes off. pretty soon i was on my knees sucking his cock while his friends watched. he bent me over the bed and started fucking me from behing. the other two came up either side of me with their cocks out and i took each of them in my mouth in turn. they started switching around, so i always had one or two cocks in my mouth and one in my pussy. they were in heaven. they kept saying how good i was at head jobs and how good my pussy felt. 142 was saying that he wanted to marry me and one of the others said he wanted me to be his girlfriend. two other boys came into the room and started watching us. they were dicking around a bit, filming it, taking photos and turning the lights on and off. this did not help with me getting my 3 boys to cum, so we decided to go out on the balcony one at a time. first 142 had me over the railings from behind, the next one had me on the table, between my legs and then third one had me bent over the table. it was so hot having them come out one at a time like that to use me. by now, a few more boys had come up to the room and were watching us on the balcony. one came out and made me suck his cock before he tried to fuck me. his cock was way too soft and i got bored and went back inside. 142 was still sporting a good big hardon so i went back to work on him in the bathroom before he switched with the guy i had just been blowing on the balcony. i was gettin a bit tired so i went on the bed and pretty soon had two new guys cocks in my mouth. someone noticed my pussy wasnt getting any attention so they said for the other guys to come feel how wet and good i felt. i didnt know whos hands were where. someone had a finger in my ass and someone else started fucking me. for a while there was a blur of penis in my face and pussy, i didnt care who was where. when the boys weren't on me they all sat around chatting and unfortunately joking around. this made it hard for anyone to keep a hard cock, but it was quite fun. there was lots of pictures and videos taken. after a while a few of the guys had left and it all died down. me and 142 decided to leave and go fuck all night at my house. i went to get dressed and realised my bra and pants were missing. we went to find the other boys and see what they had done with my stuff. we found them all in the lounge tryin to chat up some very uninterested american girls. i was bent over the back of the sofa and this new guy came up. someone told him what we had been up to and he came up behind me and started playing with my pussy under my dress. he was keen to fuck me but wanted me on my own. we tried to sneak off to another room, but some of the other guys noticed us leaving and followed us in there. i think there ended up being 5 of them in there, 2 i had not had before. we made full use of the bunk beds with me swinging off the railings by my arms while someone gripped me around the waist and fucked me from behind. one of the new boys apparently had a massive cock and they all wanted me to suck and fuck it. and yes, it was amazing. it was so big and beautiful i just sucked it for ages while the other guys switched behind me, fucking me. the i bent over the bed and let him fuck me. he was so hard and it was so big and deep but i was so horny it didnt even hurt. i just let him slam me from behind. the other guys were switching at the front, so i was sucking on a different cock all the time. at one point i was swinging from the beds again, fully up in the air with cocks inside me, hands on my tits and clit and them all around me. 142 and a couple of others came in and were like, for fuck sake will you stop fucking my wife we wanna go home. we all carried on a bit longer. then i couldnt resist leaving with him any longer. he was the best of all of them and i had to have him alone. i found my bra in that room, but my undies were gone for good.

we walked home back to mine and had some awesome banter. when we got home he put me in the shower and got me all cleaned up, then picked me up and fucked me against the shower wall. somehow we ended up on the floor, the water beating down on us as i rode him, my mouth on his, his hands on my ass. we got out the shower and went to my room where we fucked maybe four more times that night. we didnt sleep and he left at about 8am. i was starving so got up and went for a maccas brekkie. my friend worked next door so i went and told him all about the night before. i cycled around town a bit feeling awesome and like a changed woman. i wanted a big flashing light above my head so everyone knew what i had done.

that night i was out again. and so were all the boys. a couple of them had my number and had been texting me all day. we ended up back at the same club and had a fair bit of awkwardness when i went over and said hi to them all. there was another girl there, someones girlfriend, and a few more boys that hadnt been out the night before. everyone thought it was pretty funny and even the girl was cool with me. they were like, no way thats the girl you all fucked. one of the first boys was keen to get me on my own then have me with just one or two of his mates so they could fuck me properly. they really wanted to dp me. i still wanted 142 again. he was there with other people too. i was supposed to go upstairs and meet the two boys up there. but on my way, bumped into 142 and told him i wanted him again. i ended up goin upstairs with him and a couple of other people. i dont remember what happened that time. the other two were still texting me, so after whatever i did in one room with those guys i went off and found my others. there were like 4 or 5 of them in a room, a few of them had girlfriends and one was asleep. i started sucking and fucking 2 of them then a few more wanted to join in. their mates kept knocking on the door to come in too but they wanted to fuck me properly this time with less of them. at one point i was riding one, with another one trying to fuck me in the ass. unfortunately it was hard for them to stay hard enough and they kept freaking out about touching each other so we couldnt properly dp. i let one or two of them fuck me in the ass though. and i took it in turns with a couple of them just on the bed fucking. the one that had been asleep came and got a headjob and came in my mouth and the guy who had taken me out of the lounge the night before was fucking me too. after that i got taken to another room where i fucked a guy in the bathroom. by then 142 had ended up in bed with another girl so i said good night to them and at about 6am called it a night. i went home alone this time but very satisfied. they were all so complimentary the whole time, about how hot i was, how good i was a head jobs, how much they liked my pussy, how they wanted me to come live with them all so they could all play with me whenever they wanted. it was a great experience and i felt amazing after. it was good fun and great banter with some good boys. not all of them were that hot and i wouldnt have chosen to fuck them individually but having them all on me like that was an experience i was keen to have again.

...posted an unseen vegas photo

...did a little update

so i have a big change coming up in a few days. im leaving the town i live and moving to a farm in the outback to become a nanny for a month and earn my 2nd year visa. hang on, yeah, i said im gonna be a nanny. i will be sharing my room with a 3 year old boy and be living with the family 24/7. what does this mean for me and camming i hear you ask. well they boys nap a few hours in the afternoon and i will be trying to jump online then and when everyone has gone to bed. so expect a fair few outdoors show, a lot of whispering and some quick endings. in preparation i am making as many videos as i can this week so you have something a little bit more naughty to see while i am away. its a good job i am really horny and desperate to get fucked at the moment. i just got all saucy in the shower and now im gonna stick a dildo to the wall in my kitchen and suck and fuck it as if it is real. im also gonna push my limits in a anal and then a dp video. i cant wait. i used to slip this big toy up my ass but it has been a while and i might need a little warming up. argh my pussy is tingling now thinking of what i get to do. im off to satisfy my cravings.

...went older for the first time in a while

so it is widely known that my usual victims are in the 18-22 age bracket and that sometimes is pushed to 24. well in Vegas there seemed to be a lot less younger guys. one night after a night out partying with a local cam girl, we ended up in a casino playing blackjack. a rather attractive man joined our table and i told the girl that i was gonna have him. he was clearly out of my usual age range but he had a great face. after several hour of blackjack and a 4am burger and shake we ended up at mine on the bed watching tv. we were just chatting then he kissed me. and it was good. he already had his shirt off and he pulled me on top of him. after a fairly large amount of dry humping, which i love, i sat up and took my dress and bra off and got him naked. i started licking his balls and up the length if his circumcised cock and gave him my best blow job, swallowing him down my throat and gettin it really wet. i rubbed it all over my face and went back to his balls, working lower till i was teasing his asshole with my tongue. i stayed down there for a good 30 mins. i was loving his cock in my face. i was so wet and could wait to tease his cock with my pussy. i slid up his body and kissed him as i started grinding my wet pussy against him. he slid my panties off and tried to slip his cock inside me. i shook my head and took him by the wrists and held his arms over his head whilst grinding against him. i teased my clit and the entrance to my pussy with his cock and started letting just the tip inside me. i was so wet it was all over my thighs and his stomach. he was flexing his cock so it would go inside me but i kept making him wait. eventually i knew i needed to be filled up and kissing him deeply pushed down hard taking him all inside me at once. we gasped and i ground against him letting him slowly thrust into me. it didnt take long till he started to cum and he moaned and bucked against me for ages. just as his orgasm subsided mine took over and i came hard and deep on him, my pussy clenching around his cock and my wetness spreading everywhere. we lay there kissing, my pussy twitching till his cock popped out of me and i rolled off him totally satisfied. he got up and showered and after no sleep he had to go to a breakfast meeting with a client, leaving me curled up in bed basking in the intensely erotic sex id had with my first older guy in a while.

...nearly got married

so this story isnt as boring as it sounds. it is pretty much the almost perfect vegas holiday romance. i had had a pretty crazy evening already. id met two dudes who were shopping and they took me to dinner with 20 of their concreting co-workers. i then went out with two camgirls to see thunder from downunder, a male strip show. we went partying at a club after that where i ended up smoking a houka pipe with the promoter and dancing on the stage with the two girls. i was about to go home when one of the guys i met earlier called me and said i should come hang out. i taxied over to meet him and we sat at the bar gambling an chatting for a while. he decided i was good at blackjack and so we went to a table and he gave me $100 to play with. we doubled the money and i got to keep the winnings. after we cashed out, there were a little group of people near by at the slots. the one cute guy called me over cause he was english and said i was the first english person he had met there. he was really well dressed and in vegas for a boys holiday. we were deep in conversation and my drunk mate and the people he had been talking to had wandered off. i was planning on going home as i had a photo shoot in about 6 hours time. but he asked if i wanted to join him for a drink and i couldnt refuse.

we sat at the bar chatting and gambling for a few hours and we got on amazingly. we decided to go find the gym, as it was now 6am and work out. we got distracted by the slots, where i won some cash and then he asked me red or black. i picked red and he put $100 on it. we won and he gave me the winnings. i was doing well that night not gambling my own money and still winning. we gave up the hunt for the gym and went up to his room. he took his shirt off and i was suprised to find he was ripped. he stood next to the bed and looked down at me and told me to take my dress off and bra. the way he just told me was so hot. he got on the bed and pulled me on top of him, kissing me. his hand was between my thighs and i was so wet. i could feel his cock hard against my leg and couldnt wait to feel it inside me. i slid down his body, biting his neck, nipples and hips, feeling his big arms and running my tongue over his abs. when i finally got to his cock i teased him with my tongue then slid him all the way into my mouth. i got his cock really wet an switched between swallowing it all the way down my throat and then using my hand and teasing the tip while looking up at him. he grabbed my arms and pulled me up on top of him and immediately pushed his cock inside me. he flipped me over so he was on top and put my legs over his shoulders. he felt so deep inside me and he was the perfect size so he could fuck me hard and fill me up. im not sure how, but while he was fucking me i ended up sliding off the bed and was in a headstand, my back to the bed, bum in the air, him bent over the top of me, my ankles around my head. that felt so good and it was hot, him using me as a hole to be fucked how he wanted. he picked me up and bent me over the bed and with his hands on my hips, fucked me hard from behind while i rubbed my clit. after a little while he had me on my back on the bed and he knelt over me, one hand on his cock and the other on the back of my head while he wanked into my mouth and finally came all over my face.

we lay together chatting and i said something about fighting, and he was like, come on then, fight me. i got on top of him and put my hands round his throat, i started biting him ane holding his hands down. he would fight back a bit but not overpower me. he let me stay in control. i was teasing him with my mouth, not letting him kiss me and i could feel his cock growing hard underneath me again. i tried hard to restrain him, bite him and choke him, but in the end he couldnt take it anymore and he grabbed me and shoved his cock back inside me and we fucked again and he came in my mouth. after an hours nap i had to get up to go back to my hotel for a photoshoot but he wouldnt let me go till i had sucked his cock and came again. he forced it down my throat with a hand on the back of my head and by the time his cum filled my mouth again i really didnt want to have to leave. we made plans to meet up later that afternoon or evening and after he took some pictures of me himself, i left.

i didnt hear from him that day which left me a little dissapointed but i was so exhausted from the night before i would probaby have been little use to him. the next morning however, he called and asked to see me that night. i was more than keen so we made rough plans. he was going to a show and we would meet up after. that night i ended up meeting up with sophialocke and fucking the shit out of her with a strap on. which is a story for another time. then we went and met holliecakes and hung out for a few hours. the girls went home at 3am and i still hadnt heard from the boy. i decided to stay at that casino and gamble cause it was where he was staying and he would be back at somepoint. i got chatted up by an off duty bar man so we sat and hung out for an hour before the boy eventually called and appologised for being so late. he had infact been in the casino the whole time but didnt realise the time. he came to the bar where i was and we ignored the bar guy i was with until he left. we chatted for ages again and some how the plan came up that we would stay up, as it was already like 6am, then go shopping, get married and then go for a breakfast buffet. first we went and played some blackjack. i told him winning turned me on so he started betting $200 - $500 a hand and giving me money to play with. when we lost all his money he tried to get me to go upstairs and i was trying to make him go outside. we ended up on the floor of the casino fighting, laughing and making out. he picked my up and pinned my against a slot machine an kissed me hard and deep and i could feel his cock growing against me. he pulled me away and whilst still holding me against him, walked me around the casino to the lifts, stopping along the way to pin me to card tables, walls, slots and pick me up, my legs wrapped around him, his hard cock grinding into my pussy, his mouth on mine, grabbing at each other and pulling on our clothes.

...took three loads

in the spirit of new motivation i thought id start by telling you about last night. ive even sat at a desk to write.

i met this boy yesterday, 192, and made out with him, then bumped into him when i was on my way home. him and his mates were goin home my way so we decided to walk together. 192 and i were together and we were kissing and holding hands. when we got like 1/3 of the way home we were bored of walking and they decided to get a taxi back to theirs and asked me to come along. i decided to go, but turns out they didnt live where i did but were stayin at a hotel about half an hour in a taxi away. i was a little pissed off, but this did not compare to how pissed off i was after i got to his "apartment" that actually turned out to be a tiny twin hotel room with 5 boys staying in it. 192 took me into the bathroom and we quickly got naked. we me sat on he toilet he stood in front of me and i took his big cock in my mouth. he lay on the bathroom floor, and i bounced up and down on his cock, holding on to the sink and the door handle, before he stood me up and bent me over he toilet and fucked me from behind. i cant remember how it came about but he asked if i wanted to go out in the bedroom and fuck all of the boys. i had met two of them, but the other two were already in bed when i got there, so was a little hesitant. anyway i decided fuck it, i might as well. we went into the bedroom and 192 told them id fuck all of them. 193 came up to me and got his cock out while 192 started fucking me from behind, bent over the bed. neither of them could maintain much hard cock while their mates were watching, so i turned to 194 who was lying there with a massive hard cock with a condom already on. i sucked his cock for a little bit and then decided to make the most of it and climbed on top and rode him. 193 was filming me from behind and 192 got on the bed and stood over 194 in front of me and stuck his cock back in my mouth. after a little while, having his mates arse in his face put 194 off from fucking me so i got up and went in the bathroom again with 192. he sat on the toilet and and i was sucking his cock bent over, when someone came in and started fucking me from behind. this time they were both very hard and it was so good being fucked hard at both ends by two big, hard cocks. pretty soon 192 came in my mouth and left me and 194 in the bathroom. he then sat on the toilet and i got on my knees between his legs and sucked his cock hard and fast for what seemed like an eternity. he kept saying, faster, faster, but that was pretty much an impossibility, so i let him finish off, wanking his cock into my mouth. it kind of pisses me off when a guy takes ages to cum, especially when i am working really hard with my mouth, so when 193 came in to fuck me, i appologised and said i needed a break. i wanted to go get some food and ciggaretes. he came with me and when we got outside i realised i just wanted to go home. i had barely any money, but found a bus that took me right home. i felt bad that 193 didnt get to cum so i decided to give him a blow job right there on the bench while we waited for the bus. he played with my pussy while i bent over into his lap and sucked him hard and deep. only one car came past while we were doing it and like a good boy, he came very quickly in my mouth. a couple of minutes later the bus arrived and i told him to appoligise to the others that i was running off, but didnt like being so far from my own bed with nowhere to really sleep. 192 has been texting me today and they want to meet today, but the shine has gone from those boys. they all looked much cuter when i met them than when i left. but i think that was the first time i took 3 different loads in my mouth in row.

...started a plan

i am feeling very motivated, if a little tired right now. just spent the day with my flatmate and two girls and ended up sitting and pretty much being interviewed by them about my sex life and attitude towards sex. and now i am thinking this year i am going to do something about this. i am led to believe, from many people, that the way i am, the way i approach sex and men and conduct myself and buisness is very unique and i want to capitalise on this. i want to write more and explore ways i can get my story out there. my whole life has been pretty unique and have done and been part of things that dont happen to most people. i love my attitude to sex and men and want to find a way to make this public and profitable as well as interesting and empowering for other people. i had a stint, in my early twenties as a new wave feminist and was set on creating a new kind of feminism, drawn from my own experience and attitude. in this motivated state, i am ready to give something a go. i know this is all very vague, but wanted to get this out there and wanted to make sure i start writing here more. this needs to be my home, my first port of call when something happens or when i think of something related to this venture. i am starting a plan.

...pondered potentials on the bus

so i find myself often playing along with boys that im not necessarily that interested in. texting them and tentatively discussing future plans, like meeting up later that night or another day. i love having a list of boys i can text or that are texting me. most of these boys are solid back ups. but rarely get to the top of my to do list. i meet new people who become priorities.. it might seem like i am letting a few boys who wouldnt otherwise stand a chance with me, get to play with me and think they are getting their way with me. but the reality is that i need their attention to bulk out list of potentials and keep my mind occupied. and these boys are chasers. that is another reason most will never rise to the top of the list. the make me feel good with their attention, but i dont generally hook up with chasers. if i dont want you immediately, chances are i never will. and pestering about that will just put me off. i dont really have a fnal point to make. was just sitting here on the bus thinking about it as i was texting a boy i kissed last night about how i was gonna meet him later tonight. ill probably be busy. i have two people above him on todays to do list. now that decision will be hard when it comes to it. the virgin or the smooth, confident, new 18 yr old. im quite a fan of letting fate take its path. so when i have a few lined up there will usually be a natural conclusion where fate aligns and leaves me with only option. there was a night when this didnt happen. i will tell you about that one day and how i pissed of a whole bunch of boys in one move.

...took and 18 year olds virginity

a couple of nights ago i saw a boy out. he stood out. that is how i find all my boys. they just stand out to me. he was clearly very young an shy. we spent most of the night looking at each other with neither of us doing anything. i came over all 16 and shy and couldnt go talk to him, so in the end my mate got bored and went over and got him and handed him over to me. he asked how old  i was, i thought it was wise to ask him first, he replied 18 so i said, lets just say im 21. we talked very briefly before we made out. then we kinda just stood there. we didnt have much to say so i suggested we go outside to smoke. we sat on some stairs and ended up chatting for like half an hour. as the conversation was dying off, i said we should go back in somewhere. i had been talking about how i wanted to be a stripper, and we were sat opposite a strip club, so he said we should go in there. inside i sat on his lap while we watched the girls and chatted about them. he had his hands all over my legs and i was leaning back against his chest. i was so horny watching the girls with his hands on me and couldnt wait to get out of there. when we eventually left he very confidently said we should go back to mine. i live in an amazing apartment with a stunning view so we went up and sat on my balcony for a while chatting some more. we went into my bedroom and he sat on my bed, i sat down next to him and we started making out. he was a bit of a tentative kisser and seemed a little restrained. he put his hand between my thighs and started rubbing my pussy. his hand felt so good. firm but not rough. he pulled his jeans down and released his cock and i ran my hand down over his chest and hard stomach till i had my hand wrapped around him. i sat up and started kissing his chest and working my way down, and he was like, erm, ye i think i have a condom, i told him i didnt need it yet, but he kind of sat up and said he needed to tell me something. he said he hadnt done this before and that he was a virgin. i asked him if he was sure he wanted to do this and told him he didnt have to, but he was like, oh hell ye i want to. so , i pushed him back down on the bed, i was even more turned on than before and determined to make this the best experience possible. i pulled his jeans off and go on my knees between his thighs. i started tickling his balls with my tongue before i worked my way up the shaft and took him in my mouth. his penis was a great size and i found i could deep throat him perfectly. i even managed to tickle his balls with my tongue while i did it. i worked on his penis for a while. he just kept saying oh god, giggling a little bit and covering his face with his hands. it was so cute. he asked how i was so good at it and i looked up at him and with a mouth half full of cock, told him that it was cause i love it. i love cock in and around my face. it was pretty funny. he appreciated it. by now my pussy was so wet and i was so excited to finally fuck him, i slipped the condom on with my mouth and worked my way back up his body.he looked up at me and said dont be mad at him if he cums really quick or is rubbish. i kissed him and told him it didnt matter and i like it when boys cum quick as its a compliment.  i straddled him and gently positioned his cock and the entrance to my pussy.  i slowly pushed him inside me, just a little bit, then back out, then in again and back out, i did this a couple more times while he looked down watching the tip of his cock disappear inside me. then in one move i slid all the way down on him and he gasped. i started fucking him gently, slowly building up a rhythm and speed. he lay back, watching me, his hands on my ass, tits or in my hair. i worked him hard for quite a while before i told him it was his turn to fuck me. he rolled me over onto my back and watching him above me, his baby face and hard, muscly body, concentrating on sliding his cock inside me was so hot. he was a natural. he fucked me so well. he really was the best i have had for at least a week or two. he complained that his abs were killing him fucking me and i laughed saying fucking was really hard work. i got him to fuck me from behind and that was amazing, i was so close to cumming. which without a toy, with a new boy, is very rare. he wanted me on top again, so obliged, fucking him hard and fast, sitting up so he could watch me an play with my tits. we had been fucking for a good 15 minutes before he finally came and he slipped out of me. he just sat there, looked at me and asked what now. it was so cute. he didnterm, ye i think ill go with three. we lay in bed chatting more and i started tickling him, stroking his chest and sides. it wasnt long before we were both back at it. i sucked his cock for ages and he lost his shit over it. i asked if he wanted me to keep doing that or if he wanted to fuck me again. he chose well and we had some awesome sex. i thought id take him further and when he was fucking me from behind i reached over and grabbed my vibrator and pushed it onto my clit. i came hard and fast and he flipped me over onto my back and got my legs up on his shoulders and drove his cock in my sopping pussy while i kept the vibrator on my clit again, sending me into another orgasm. he lasted about thirty minutes this time. he really blew my mind. when he eventually came we were exhausted and it was 7am. he said he would leave me to sleep and he was gonna go back to his hotel and shower and stay up. i gave him my number and told him to call me if he wanted to do this more before he left. he text me last night. and we are gonna meet tonight. i am so horny now after writing this and thinking about him. there is absolutely nothing wrong with 18 year olds and youth does not mean they dont know what they are doing, even if they havent done it before. some boys are clearly just naturally very good at sex. and i picked a great one.

...left town

last week i left the town i had been living in for the past 4 months. i had a long list of people i wanted to do before i left and had planned on several nights of gangbangs in order to get them done. obviously you cant plan these things and had also found a boy who i was having such good sex with, i didnt wanna bother with anyone else. until my last night there. after a night spent dancing on a podium, i wandered down to the beach with a few mates and a boy i had been building up to fucking for two months. i hadnt swam naked at night the whole time id been there so it was my mission to do it on the last night. me and the boy, 175, got down to our pants and went in the water. my other 3 mates stayed on the beach and chatted and watched us, taking photos. his cock was hard despite the cold and we started kissing. he slid his hands down my body over my nipples that were rock hard and on to my pussy. after two months of waiting, i pulled his cock out his shorts and wrapped my hand round it, stroking him and kissing him. i sat down in the water and he stood over me and i took him in my mouth and sucked his cock for a little bit. then he pulled me deeper in the water and finally fucked me. it was surprisingly hard to fuck while floating about in the water. and our friends were still watching and taking photos. so it was a bit weird. and it was so cold. we decided to get out and go back to his hostel. the pool at his place was a bit warmer, so we spent a good hour in the water and on the side with his cock in my mouth and pussy. it was really fun but hard to get a good rhythm in the water.

earlier in the night i had met another guy, 176, who i had wanted to fuck for a couple of weeks. he was really hot in a tall, tanned, tattooed, pierced, australian, singlet and skinny jeans wearing way, so, my type. we had swapped numbers so i could meet up with him later in the night. while i was with 175, he kept calling me and texting me to go over to his. he was having a bit of a party and as it was my last night, i was keen to have more fun. 175 apparently takes ages to cum, and by now we had been at it for an hour an half and i was cold and thinking about 176. i told 175 i had to go to this party and he knew i had to leave for the airport in 3 hours so understood. it was a shame cause i had wanted him so much for so long. but my priorities for my last night was just to have a crazy time. so i ran out the hostel at 5am into a taxi to take me out to the suburbs to a random house to meet this other guy. when i got there he was hanging out with a mate, they were both so high. after about 2 mins he was like, erm, i think you need to be naked now. i was thinking there would be some 3some times, but he asked his mate for a blanket and hid us under there while he rubbed my pussy and made me take my clothes off. he was telling me to get his cock hard so i slid under the blanket and sucked his cock. he was so high tho it was hard to get anything out of him. he tried to fuck me, but there wasnt much to work with. i could tell normally he would have a great big cock, but all the drugs he had taken had an adverse effect. we went into the bathroom so we could try properly. he was begging me to get his cock hard and talk dirty to him. he was such a mess it just wasnt hot. i tried to a bit, but had little patience and told him i was done. he then begged me to let him play with me. he was very rough and i wasnt really enjoying it. he got on the bathroom floor and i straddled his face while he ate my pussy. he was good at that. and i enjoyed that for a while. but it was getting late. i knew i had to get home to finish packing and that was more on my mind than what he was up to down there. i told him i needed to go and that one day if im ever back in town and he isnt high then we can do this properly. we made out a bit while i waited for a taxi and rode off back to my apartment at 7am. i managed to get packed and get in a taxi in time for my flight. i was glad i had done both of my last night boys but wish either of them had been a bit more resolved.

...got walked out on

so friday night i met a dude. he was hot, in a hipster way. an aussie model. anyway, i took him back to mine and he was a little awkward. it had taken hours of us talking in the first place to make out and get him to mine anyway.  we kissed a bit and he quickly got my top and bra off. i was laying on my back and he just started jiggling my tits. it was so wierd. it was like he had never seen or touched boobs before and was exploring how they move. after doing that for a bit he stradled my chest and tried to squeeze my boobs around his cock. in the position we were in it wasnt really possible so i took him in my mouth. he had quite a good cock, good lengh and rock solid. i pushed him on his back and started my best work with mouth. but after a few minutes he pushed me up, said stop and started pulling up his shorts. he jumped off the bed saying he cant do this. he was really sorry and said he knew it was a wierd thing for a dude to do, but that he had to leave. i just lay there an told him no worries. he told me to text him the next day and he would see me then. i made a mental note to make sure i did not do that and then he walked out.  i was a lil frustrated and apart from being pretty confused, which i still am, had a good nights sleep. it might seem particularly wierd but this, as you will find out, is not the first time i have been walked out on recently.

...started internet dating again

so ive browsed my old favorite "dating" site since ive been hhere in aus but have not really felt the need or urge to follow through with any potentials. however, spending almost 2 weeks in bed pts a different outlook on things. i met 170 on the site about a week ago. i put him off the first few nights he wanted to meet as i was still a mess and not really up to it. after a failed night on fun on wednesday i decided i had to meet him on thursday night. he was going out and after i had finished on cam, first night back after the crash, i was a lil tired. i couldnt be bothered to sit and wait for him so went to bed. he called at 1.30am and woke me up. i didnt answer his first few calls cause i was a lil pissed off he left it so late. however in the end i answered. he has a really sexy voice and was trying to convince me it woul be a good idea to wake up and have him over. i was not convinced and we ended the conversation saying we will do it another night. by this point i was much more awake an after a couple of minutes thought, changed my mind and text him to tell him ill sleep when im dead and come over and fuck me. he was there within ten minutes. he wanst as cute as some of his pictures but by this point i hadnt had sex in a week an half. i didnt care. we made out a bit and pretty soon he was kneeling over my chest with his cock in my mouth while we watched in the mirror.  he was pulling on my hair and forcing his cock down my throat. his penis wasnt too big so i could take it all. he was desperate to just throw me around and fuck me hard but my foot and leg injuries were slowing me down. we ended up have fast, hard sex with my legs up on his shoulders and him kneeling up. the bed slid accross the room and my top half was hanging off the bed as he pulled his cock out of me and came all over my stomach and tits. he even got a good shot in my hair and over me onto the head board. i wiped myself up with a towel and we quickly fell asleep a he had to be up and leave in 3 hours for work.

...had bandaged sex

i am still in bed recovering from my scooter crash and just had my personal trainer over to give me a nice relaxing rub down. it took him about 2 minutes to get me out of my dress and thong, leaving me naked except for my bandages. i cant really do anything except lie on my back so he gently lifted my legs onto his shoulders and slid his fat cock into my dripping pussy. its been 4 days since i got any sex so i had been getting really horny. i played with my clit while he slid in and out of me. i moaned for him to fuck me harder and reached for my vibrator and worked it on my pussy till i exploded on his cock. then he pulled out of me and knelt over me and fucked my face till he came in my mouth. he got up, got dressed and left me in bed to nap and recover. 

...had my first orgy

i am supposed to be working right now but i cant stop thinking about last night and havent had any mates to talk to about it yet. so im gonna write it here first!

last night i had my first b/g/b/g/b orgy! i met this guy on thursday, 167 and fucked him on saturday morning. on sunday night, when i was working, two guys i had been flirting with all weekend bought a whole tray of shots off me. i sat down with them and 167 came over and joined us. they asked me if they could do them off my body if i lay on the table. after a little encouragement from 167 i agreed. they placed one shot between my legs, one between my boobs and one in my mouth and then took it in turns to do all 3. they bought 45 shots so this took a while. 167 was rubbing my pussy and one of the other guys, 168, was stroking my legs and kept kissing me every time he would do a shot out my mouth. i hung out with 167 and 168, for a bit after just chatting and kissing them both and we said we should all fuck when i finish work in an hour. they didnt know each other, but from that point they spent the next hour together waiting for me.
when i finished work 167 said he wanted me to get another girl involved. i looked around but couldnt find one i was interested in, then just as we were leaving, one of the bar girls 169, came in with 167s mate. she is the hottest girl there on any night, so i went up to the two of them and asked if they wanted to come home with me and 167 and 168. the boys were so surprised when they said yes and she was up for it. they couldnt believe their luck.

we all walked back to mine and when we got here went into the pool. we all stripped off naked and jumped in. 169 was with her guy, s, making out and i was taking it in turns kissing 167 and 168. then 169 came over to me and we kissed and she slid her hand down and started stroking my pussy. my fingers slipped straight inside her. her pussy was so smooth and wet. then she started fucking s in the pool and me and 168 did the same. he was fucking me in the middle of the pool and we worked out way over to the edge so he had me against the wall. i was watching 169 and s while 168 fucked me and 167 watched me. they stopped fucking and i kissed her and played with her pussy some more before i swam over to 167 and kissed him and started stroking his cock under the water. 168 came up behind me and kissed my neck and rubbed my pussy and started fucking me again while i was kissing and stroking the other guys cock. after doing this for a while, we decided we needed a bed and some warmth so went up to my apartment. 168 and 169 got in the shower and i got in and started kissing her and sucking on her tits. we both were kissing 168 and 167 came and got in too. 167 got on his knees and started licking my pussy while i kissed 169. when she realised s was on his own, she got out the shower and went into my bedroom with him and fucked him. i was left in the shower with the other two boys and i took it in turns, sucking and fucking them. still in the shower they took it in turns to film me getting fucked from both ends. 168 got out the shower and 167 picked me up and pinned me against the shower wall and fucked me until we collapsed onto the floor where i rode his cock under the hot water. 167 and 168 both wanted to fuck the other girl too, so we got out the shower and i went into the bedroom. 169 and s were done and left the bedroom so 167 came in and fucked me hard. he was a great fuck and so fun. after a lil while 169 and s came back in and the four of us mixed it up for a while. me and her made out and played with each others pussies, we both sucked s cock at the same time, she went down on me which was amazing and she and 167 both licked my pussy at the same time. 169 got fucked by s with her face in my pussy. then 169 rode s while i rode 167. me and the girl 69ed while 167 fucked me. i hadnt been with a girl for like two years so it was awesome to get my face between her legs. her pussy is amazing and it tasted so sweet. after doing all this for a while, me and 167 went on the balcony for a smoke and i realised 168 had left. i sucked 167s cock while he had a cigarette then we went back into the lounge where he filmed me sucking his cock and riding him. we chucked the other two out of my bed as they were falling asleep and we fucked amazingly, till the neighbours banged on the wall to get us to shut up. we made a bed for them in the lounge and 167 and i went back to bed and i sucked his cock till we both fell asleep.

this morning 167 and i had some nice morning blow jobs, fucking, cigarettes and chats, while 169 and s did the same in the next room. the boys had to check out of their room and left me and her to have a little giggle about last night before she got a cab home.

now im just sat here in a dreamy, sleepy, happy state. i should be working, but i worked quite hard last night with my first orgy.

...tried to think how to restart this blog

so i dont know how to start this blog off again! i have loads of stories recently of things i have been up to. and i have my old blog which i need to edit and post the stories up here. in the last month i have had 25 different men. im quite proud of that achievement. i have always been a fan of numbers. at the moment i seem to be so outrageously horny all the time. my pussy just starts throbbing and fucking is all i can think about.

im thinking right now, about phoning a boy to have him over. it is pouring with rain and thunder and lightning outside. i am working on my camscore, so i cant sit on cam all day and my second site is slow as. 165 is a tall, tanned, english guy. we have great banter and i like the way we fuck. i came the second time we fucked, which is rare for me. if its hot out i kinda wanna meet him at the beach and fuck him in the ocean in the rain.

ok im gonna post a few old stories from my old blog. think i will just date them when i originally posted them as it doesnt get too confusing!

...finally got the internet back

so im back from the village and online. i have written while i was away. so ill post these on the dates i wrote them. so they will be before this. never mind. so since i have been back, all of 12 hours, i have signed up to be a cam girl. i have decided i do all this way too much to not be making money from it so will have to see how that goes. im staying in on new years eve so might start then.

also i need to do some nice stories as all this numbers and me keepin track of who im seeing is more like an a-level maths problem. but as a quick note on this weeks plans. last night as soon as i got back, i saw 119. he normally comes to mine and last night i went to his. it was like some kind of progress. he is a major comittment phobe. 27 and never had a gf. not that i want that from him. its just that he is so insanely closed off and usually he leaves as soon as he cums. i know he likes me though and he is trying to spend more time with me. so when i went over last night we hung out for like 20 mins before he took me down stairs. he has been asking me how he can be better in bed and he was trying everything i had told him. having him between my thighs with his fingers hard inside me and tongue on my clit lookin up at me to see if i was liking it was so hot. he loves fucking me in the ass but he has a beautiful big cock so i cant usually take it. he took me in a way i hadnt ever done before. he had my vibe in my ass while he was fucking me with him on top then he slipped it out and stuck it in my ass. with him still on top. he held me really tight and kissed me lots as he fucked me firmly and slowly in my ass, my legs wrapped around his waist. it was so hot. it was the best way ive had anal. he slid my legs over his shoulders but he was too big in me for me to take that for long. he pulled out and dragged me down the bed by my ankles and bent me over the end of the bed and entered my ass again. he was holding me around my neck and waist and fucking me really hard now. i had my vibe on my clit and was crying out in a mixture of pleasure and pain. it was so intense. i love it when im gettin fucked and my mind just totally clears. last night was just incredible. i didnt cum but just really enjoyed how he took me.

anyway. i got carried away there. so should stop this. cause now im turned on. damn.

…started planning resolutions

i was watching an interview with miicky rourke the other day and they were talking about the time he alegidly slept with 14 women in one night. it turns out the reality was that it was 13 in 7 days. im sure i have or can beat that. 4 in one day is my record so that would only be 4 days of that. or 2 a day or a mix of a few and none and lots. so my aim for january is to beat that. i think a general new years resolution is to have more sex.

….monday bank holiday

so being away from london, away from phone signal, away from internet has got me feeling much more pensive. been thinking about exs and me and friends. i cannot get my last ex 105 out of my head. he was my last love and also the boy that locked me up for 5 days. it has never felt over with us. the first time, the second time, or now after he got back in toch the last time. maybe its cause im near his part of the country. i have to get the same train to the family as i did to his. what ever the reason him being out there, existing, living, and me not knowing about him, not able to care or help is on my mind. i have always loved having one that got away tho. i love pining.

...boxing day blogged

so it is the day after the big event. except i don’t think ours is a big event. its me, nan and mom and we just had a nice relaxing, quiet day. i got a few weird presents. like usual. which i like. when i see other people talking about their christmases on twitter and facebook i realise how different mine is. especially as i ended the day in bed, struggling to connect my computer to the wi-fi on my phone so i can check my online profile and chat to a few boys i am planning on meeting when i get back. my new excitement is f7. met him online last week. spent the day on cam when he was at work. and in his spare time he is an underwear model. so bring on wednesday.

pretty much the only people that have text me over this festive period are boys that im sleeping with or want to sleep with me. which is interesting.

78, f5, and f11, 126  wanted to meet

f8 is planning to meet up next week.

117, 122, f10, 118  said merry Christmas.

f7 nice chats and meeting plans.

f9 wanted to cam, texted, messaged me on line, called me. wants to meet.

125 wanted to cam.

119 chatted to me about how much he likes fucking me and asked what he could be better at and wanted to cam.

i have been tryin to get online all day today and i cant. its so frustrating. im writing this offline and dunno when ill get to post but im just feeling totally cut off. this village sucks. feeling a bit fucked up. sat here with the fam, blogging and watching a movie and sending messages to boys about how they want me to fuck them in the ass.

...realised i have no female friends

wednesday

girls hate me. girls who know me, who are supposed to be friends, dont go out with me. i was told last night it was cause im always with so many guys when i am out. girls i know with boyfriends dont like me cause they think im gonna sleep with their boyfriends, or think i flirt too much. girls im mates with dont think they dont have much in common with me cause im obsessed with sex and my lifestyle is so different from them. im not the kind of girl they want to be associated with. girls in clubs hate me cause of how i dance and dress. cause i dont care what people think i just do what i want. and other girls dont like that. and they are mean to me. i have very few female friends left. i prefer just hanging out with boys. but now i only hang out with people i sleep with. im having a girl crisis. girls make other girls feel so bad. i wish people didnt care about what/who i do, how i dress, how i dance, who i talk to and how. i dont. and im happy. just other people make me feel bad.

ugh enough whinge off. boring. im not goin for sympathy. just thought id show a bit more reality!

met a fit boy on line today and he has just started talking to me on msn. so that will keep me busy for a while and 117 is coming over tonight. that will be nice and fun.